Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Angels and Demons


(a Multiply blog entry I posted July 20, '06)

Let me share this very weird and bloodcurdling dream of mine. I dunno, I just find this one really weird and scary and it almost freaked me out.

There was this certain room inside our house located at the second floor. It was removed after our house was renovated last year. Anyway, in my dream, it was nighttime and I entered the room. The room exhibited a lot of Satanic statues, necklaces etc., and not to mention the big inverted cross hanging on the wall. It turned out that I was some sort of a devil worshipper. I was chanting stuffs and that. There was this box, and I opened it. It had a mask inside it, and it was called "Mask of Death", as written on the box. Something was telling me to wear the strange mask, and so I did. Everything suddenly went black and eventually I felt like I was acting so violently, shouting curses and screaming demonic voices, somewhat like I had been possessed by an evil spirit. I, then, see demons everywhere. I hurriedly removed the mask from my face and I came back to my senses and being. I realized that I was deceived by the devil and Satan was trying to lure me to his realm. I freaked out and ran outside the room, and entered to another room, where my aunt was resting. I woke her up and I was freaking and was telling her what happened. She told me that in order to fight the evil, I just need to pray hard. So I laid down myself to bed, and kept saying the Lord's Prayer loudly and a lot of times. Voices of demons were dominating the atmosphere. And then I slept. In my dream (within a dream... they say it's bad... well, I dunno), a face of a horrible demon appeared to my face, just as how Dark Lord Sauron appeared to Frodo when he wears the ring, and the face was laughing an evil laugh and it was really scary. Then in that dream, I felt like there was a sudden blow of wind behind me and everything turned white, and the face of the demon and its evil laugh eventually faded away. I heard angelic voices as everything turned completely white. Then I woke up from the dream within the dream. And then woke up again into reality.

Does angels & demons exist in this world? Or just in dreams?

So I guess this only means one thing: I should hold on to my faith no matter what. This is something that tested my faith. I think it was an eye-opener for me to feed my soul and keep it healthy. Well, that's life, and it's best to follow my beliefs.

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